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Hi Everyone! In case you were wondering what I've been up to for the past, oh I don't know, millenia:

My grandfather is not doing well and I'm not there to see him. He is not going to live long enough to see my baby and I had absolutely no idea that the last time I saw him a year ago would be the last time I would ever see him alive. It's so easy to distance yourself when you're far away, so I don't exactly know how I feel or WHAT to feel at the moment. When I go back home with my baby, the world I'm going home to will be without him.

I selfishly want him to hang on, but I can't think like that. Right now I just don't want him to hurt anymore.

Poor Kid.

Gah, I can't wait to get back to painting. I just need to get paper. ; _ ;

It's A BOY!!!

Guess what? I'm pregnant. :D

I was recently given a Nokia N90 and I've gone a little camera crazy (after so long without a camera phone). So I took a few pictures! :D :D :D
( Peektures here! )

The heat is killing me. =_=;;;;; In other news, I can't stop eating! It's like I'm possessed by a gigantic eating demon and it orders me to do nothing but eat! I can't get full no matter how much I eat (drinking loads of water doesn't help either). This is getting rather disturbing. ^^; I blame the heat. Gehehehe. And TJ's a furnace, so I'm avoiding him a little. Just a little. In other other news, I'm crocheting baby booties. I've done about three pairs without using a pattern and now I can even do it in my sleep. I don't know how it happened. I just got a terribly irresistible urge to crochet baby booties, then I went to Carolina's and got the thread (pink and blue and white!) and now when I'm not eating, I'm crocheting baby booties. WHAT THE HELL AM I TURNING INTO??? I'm acting like I'm preggers, but I'm NOT! Oh yeah, after I'm done with pere_chan's scarf and angelthorn's mohair pullover, I'm making this: Mwahahahahahaha!!!!

I'm home. :)

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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